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Most Embarrassing Moment Day!

2009-03-16T22:09:00.000-07:00

Thursday, March 12 2009

Most Embarrassing Moment Day! Part 1 (Before the exam)

I just arrived at school when Carol called me. When we entered the faculty Mr. Baet (my teacher in MAPEH) called me and asked if I could get the test papers to Mr. Vasquez (my hot, cool and cute teacher in Physics! (My ultimate crush!) Then I went to room 4 to get the test papers. Sir Vasquez said “hindi pa sila tapos eh, geh idadaan ko na lang mamaya”, but what I said was “dadaanan ko na lang po sa faculty niyo mamaya”. Sir Vasquez just nodded. (kapal ng mukha ko!) ü

When I was going to get the test papers, I just stared at him for a second. Oh he’s so cute! Then I realized what my real point of going there. (Test papers! Remember? Stupid me!) Then he said “kunin mo kay Sir Ang”, and then I went to that teacher. He was just staring at me like he didn’t know what the hell am I talking about? Yes I was right, he really didn’t! Sir Ang said “baka kay Sir Gutierrez”. At that moment I think I was going to explode. F*ck that’s really embarrassing! Sir Ang is a math teacher so what the heck was his connection to MAPEH? Then I shyly went to Sir Gutierrez to get the test papers. Then he asked me if I know the name that was written in the paper. Then I was just “opo, kayo po”.

I really don’t know if I just heard wrong or if Sir Vasquez said it intentionally. I was thinking maybe Sir Vasquez was making fun of me. That while I was on a great embarrassment, there he was, laughing!!

Most Embarrassing Moment Day! Part 2 (After the exam)

While I’m taking my exam in Physics (which happens to be the first) I was laughing at what happened and maybe laughing at myself. I was thinking that “at least napapansin na rin pala ako ni Sir! Ahahaha! Well anyway I really like Science more than Science like me because Science doesn’t like me at all! Ahahaha! I really suck a bit in Physics. Just a bit! I mean it!

After I took my exam, I went outside and wishing that Mrs. Loteria (my math teacher and adviser) would ask me to bring our physics test papers to Sir Vasquez. Then Ma’am Loteria saw me and called me! I knew this was gonna happened! Mrs. Loteria said “bigay mo ‘tong mga test papers kay Sir Vasquez tapos sabihin mo pumunta siya dito sa room at isama sina Mrs. De Castro at Mrs. Raymundo. She knows na crush ko si sir that’s why. Then (again) I entered the faculty room. I saw my gift to Sir Vasquez (I was just staring at it) at his table. God there he goes again! He’s wearing a blue Lacoste t-shirt, a maong short, listening to his ipod (I think). Oh he’s so cool! No one’s gonna be cooler than him, the psp on his table and all that stuff. Then I saw Luis Santino’s picture. I was smiling inside. Then suddenly I remembered why I was there. I put the test papers on his bag, on his Transformer black and white bag (he’s such a fan). I told him what Mrs. Loteria asked me to told him. And I did it! Just not the part when Kim said “halatang kinakabahan ka eh”. Because of the overexcitement I talked to him with no even breathing! Then I remembered, dire-diretso yung salita ko kanina, naputol pa nga para makahinga ako ng konti. Haay… I really suck! I’m uncool! I’m stupid! And I’m a looser mother-effer! Shoot!

Most Embarrassing Day! Part 3 (Before the Meeting)

The reason why Mrs. Loteria called for Sir Vasquez and the other teachers to go to our room was because there was gonna be a meeting. Just for them. I was planning to go home that time. Then I think it was my destiny that brought me to go back our classroom. Mrs. Loteria (again) asked me to go to the faculty room and tell Sir Vasquez to go to our classroom now. (Yes!) And get the soft drinks in the fridge. While I was talking to Mrs. Loteria, Sir Vasquez suddenly came! (Yes cheer again!) When he entered the room he was singing! I just don’t know what the hell the song was. Then Mrs. Loteria asked him to eat, he said “nah, I’m full”. (naks englishero!)

After I got the soft drinks, I went back to our room. It was really hard for me to carry them, because I got three bottles while Melanie got two. So I called for help from Marry Ann and Samantha. After we put the bottles at the table Mrs. Loteria told us to get some pizza. Of course we said no! “geh neng kuha kayo” Sir Villanueva replied. Mrs. Loteria kept on offering us then I said “mamaya na lang po pag wala ng tao”. Of course I was kidding! But the bottom line was we still have eaten the pizza.

Anilag Festival!!!

2009-03-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

March 08 (Day 1)

It was Saturday evening when we got in Sta. Cruz. After we ate we went outside to take a look around. It was awesome! There are lots of booths to buy souvenirs. I bought necklace with guitar pendant. There are lots of people. We took pictures for remembrance of course. After we had a walk we had to go back where we were staying in. it was late and we had to sleep but I didn’t. I was listening to my ipod, and I think I had only 30 minutes sleep!

March 09 (Day 2)

They woke up us 2am because we were going to dance in a TV show. We got dressed without even eating! Then I had a terrible headache that I was going to puke! Well, that was the “suck part”! I was lying in an ambulance while people were staring at me. Duh! People I just had a headache! Don’t be exaggerated! They were staring at me like I’m going to die! When I feel I little better I went back to the stay in. after I ate I fell asleep. I had the longest sleep because when I woke up they all have taken their bath. We ate our lunch late it was 3pm when we got our lunch.

After we ate we got prepared. We got our make-up, dresses, and everything we needed. And the time came when we have to stay on focused. We were the first contestant. Then we show “that thing” that made us won the mardigras, “the projection”! We have performed well. We have performed four times for every station. Then when we were going back to the stay in we got lost. We don’ know the way. Well that was really fun even though we were tired, starving to death and that entire thing. After we ate our dinner Sir Jayvee gave us time to go outside for the last time. Then the bus came and we have to go home in San Pablo. We slept at our school library.

March 10 (Day 3 the last day)

Then when we woke up there are lots of students outside! Then I saw my crush, Sir Vasquez and I greeted him good morning. Then he smiled! I don’t know why until my classmate said that I still have my blush on! Fuck! That was a disaster, but my blush on was really light for him to see! Then I thought it was not the reason why he smiled, well I’m not really sure if he really smiled. It was just my co-dancer who said that he smiled. That’s a little bit confusing!

After staying in school for I think 1 hour we decided to go home but I promised to go back. Then I sleep, and then eat then I go to school. I was thinking about the gift that I gave to Sir Vasquez on his birthday last March 6. I just left it inside his table and I was wondering if he got it. Then I decided to go to the faculty room and see. Then I saw it on his table! He displayed it on his table! I was so glad that time!

My Prom Night!

2009-03-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

My J.S. prom was held from the night of February 20 ‘til the dawn of February 21. I’m senior and this was my last prom! I was wearing my favorite color red and black! I really picked and bought it myself. Well my dress last year sucks! It was a brown dress. I hate the color! I like this prom more than when I was still in junior. A lot of things, not just things but great, astonishing and exciting things happened. First, my section won the Social Dance competition. That’s amazing because we won even though we just practiced it on the day before the prom! The students were stunning that night, of course including me! The guys that have or had a crush on me bravely asked me to dance because I can’t say no. That’s just great. They were not shy at all though I’m not looking at them. It’s so uncomfortable! I was talking to them like nothing just happened. After the sweet dance my classmates will ask me to dance with them on the floor! Oh yeah I really love dancing, partying so wild like no one is watching me. That’s the different side of me. Well, I’m a rocker and as far as I know many rockers don’t dance or don’t know how to dance. They just dance and dance like they are professionals at all though they really suck one thing I like about the rockers! Well, though my feet really hurt I still can’t say no even to the guy that I really don’t want to dance with! Oh and he asked me to dance when it was the last two songs! I don’t want him to be my last dance so I asked my classmate to dance with me. Well one thing about the great things happened was when my teacher asked me to dance! Oh god I would not dare forget that. And the song I think was The Past. I’m not so sure though. He told me that I was the only one whom he danced with which makes me so overwhelm! I had a crush on him and I think I’m starting to have, again! He’s so cute! LOL! I just wish that I could still attend the prom next year! I had a lot of fun! Wish you all have or had the same things happened to me! Bye guys! Again, this is your “gossip-fucking-hard-rocking-girl”.

My Chemical Romance Go '80s For 'Watchmen,' Say No To 'New Moon' Whaaaat?

2009-02-23T01:32:00.000-08:00

'A lot of people would say that a vampire movie would fit, but I would disagree,' Gerard Way says of 'Twilight' sequel.

By now, everyone is probably aware that My Chemical Romance are fairly gigantic comic book fans.

But if the Eisner Award-winning series penned by frontman Gerard Way or the Halloween-themed Batman strip his brother Mikey wrote weren't proof enough of this, check out Gerard's train of thought for MCR's punked-up take on Bob Dylan's "Desolation Row," which closes out Zack Snyder's upcoming "Watchmen" film:

"We were on the Projekt Revolution [Tour], and I got a call on my phone. Somebody had put Zack through to me, and he was immediately excited. And so we started talking [about the song], and he said, 'Well, what are you thinking?' because originally he said 'Let's just have a 10-minute version that goes through the whole credits.' And I was originally cool with it," Way told MTV News. "But since the story [of 'Watchmen'] takes place in an alternate early '80s, I wanted to make the song a product of that era. And there's a lot of gangs in 'Watchmen,' there's a couple bands [mentioned], like Pale Horse, and you never know what those bands sound like, but I'm assuming it sounds like early '80s punk or late-'70s punk. ... And he said, 'That sounds perfect.' "

And that dedication to "Watchmen" didn't end with MCR's version of the song. When it came time to shoot the "Desolation Row" video, Way and the guys took it one step further, decking themselves out like a skuzzy punk act from the "Watchmen" '80s — complete with deathly pallors and black eyes.

"I just wanted to look pale. Not gothy pale, but, like, sick. I thought a punk band from the early '80s should probably look sick, they should look kind of ill," he laughed. "And the black eye, I figured bands back then got into a lot more fights than they do these days. All those bands like to fight; we don't like to fight."

So, after knocking it out of the park with "Desolation Row," are My Chem looking at a second career (after, you know, being in a rock band) scoring films? Given their former, rather vampirish past, they seem naturals for "Twilight" sequel "New Moon."

"I don't think so," Way said. "We're very choosy. ... There were a few films that we didn't do the song for because it didn't fit. I guess a lot of people would say that a vampire movie would fit, but I would disagree with that these days. Even since Black Parade, I would kind of disagree with that. I don't know if we'd be interested in that."

We've got the biggest exclusives from tomorrow's blockbusters today. Check out MTV's "Spoilers" on Saturday, February 21, at 8 p.m., for a first look at "Watchmen."

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My Chemical Romance On Being A 'Comic Book Band'

2009-02-23T01:28:00.000-08:00

'These days, everyone's kind of admitting to being a comic nerd,' frontman Gerard Way says.

Last week, when MTV News sat down to talk with My Chemical Romance, we figured we'd get a bit of information about their Dylan cover in the upcoming "Watchmen" film and perhaps a few slivers of their still-being-written new album, and we'd call it a day. Turns out, we couldn't have been more wrong.

My Chem had so much to say that we were able to break the interview down into three pieces. In part one, the guys talked about putting The Black Parade to bed and getting back to basics on their new album. In part two, they got in-depth about their love of "Watchmen" and their decision to cover Bob Dylan. Now, in part three, they're talking about both.

Which is interesting, because whether they're aware of it or not, My Chemical Romance are now seen by many as not just as a rock band, but as a comic book rock band (having two comic-producing brothers in the band and a song in the biggest comic book film of all time tends to have that effect). So, will they be addressing that perception on their new album? Probably not.

"I'm glad you asked about that because these days, everyone's kind of admitting to being a comic nerd or something. Like 'nerdy' is kind of becoming 'cool' for some weird reason, so people will come out of the woodwork to admit that kind of thing," frontman Gerard Way said. "But a lot of people like comics, you know. But I don't think anybody sees us as, like, 'Oh that's a comic book band' ... even if we write or draw them. I never really worried too much about that."

But without comics, where will Way find his lyrical inspiration? He's already said he wants to drop the whole "conceptual" thing for MCR's next album, so where is he finding material these days? From his everyday life — which, if you've been following his updates on My Chem's official site, may not seem that interesting. But to hear Way explain it, being a husband and a father-to-be (Way's wife, Mindless Self Indulgence bassist Lyn-Z, is expecting their first child early this summer) makes him positively bursting with inspiration.

"I think any life experience [is inspiration]. And now that we've had seven or eight months off, and we've had a chance to do some living, I think any kind of experience ... like going to be a dad, for example," he explained, "that's going to be in my head. And I think there's no way that stuff won't affect what you're doing. I think if it doesn't, it's kind of lame."

So are fans prepared for a more, mature My Chemical Romance? Well, don't worry, because whatever Way's going to be singing about, the music is still going to be young, snotty and punky. And — somewhat strangely, given this is MCR we're talking about — fun.

"We want it to be a snapshot, we want it to be visceral. And it's not angry at all, which is fun too," Way said. "It just has this youthful energy to it, and the experience has this youthful energy to it too. And I want to capture that, and be done. You know, 'Let's play.' "

My Chemical Romance Album Won't Be A 'Kitchen Sink' Affair

2009-02-23T01:21:00.000-08:00

'I think it's going to get by on its musicianship and its own merits in the songs,' frontman Gerard Way says of less dramatic album.

There was a time, long before the multiplatinum records and the pancake makeup, before the Eisner Award-winning comics or the Dylan cover in the "Watchmen" film, when My Chemical Romance were just another band from New Jersey. They would like very much to get back to that time.

So that's goal number one with their new album — the follow-up to the massively successful, massively ambitious Welcome to the Black Parade— which they're currently writing in Los Angeles. They hope to get back to their roots — to make manic, fast-and-furious, spur-of-the-moment punk. And, above all, to keep it simple.

"When we had just finished Black Parade, I think doing that record made us feel like we could do everything. And so I think the way to top a record that already kind of does everything is to not do everything," MCR frontman Gerard Way smiled. "I don't think this is gonna be a 'kitchen sink' record. I think it's going to get by on its musicianship and its own merits in the songs.

"And every record ... I like to think they're snapshots of what your band is at that moment, and this is really going to be that. I think there's going to be lack of concept, I think it's simply a snapshot, I think it's going to be direct and very honest," he continued. "It's not going to be hiding behind a veil of fiction or uniforms and makeup anymore. ... From the stuff we've been playing so far, just feels very pure. That's the best way to describe it. People who were really big fans of our first record, they'll find things they're really going to love about the new material — and not because we sound like that first record at all, it's because there's a purity to it. There's less happening."

It's a tactic they first learned while recording their version of Dylan's "Desolation Row" for Zack Snyder's upcoming "Watchmen" film: Stop thinking and just get busy rocking.

"From working on 'Desolation Row' ... I think it was very natural. We just kind of did stuff and the song was there. There was no over-thinking," Way explained. "[But, having said that] we're not going to make a retro record at all. It will sound like a modern rock record, but I think we would like to try to redefine that, what that actually means. By saying it sounds like a modern rock record, it'll sound new — I don't think it'll sound like what's on the radio right now."

And to that point, though it may sound like MCR are trying hard to strip away the rather, uh, grandiose leanings of The Black Parade, they've still got the swagger of a band that's moved units and toured the globe. They've been surveying the musical landscape that's appeared in their absence, and they're not very pleased by what they see. Take, for example, the (working) title of one of their new songs: "New Hair, Same Sh--."

"It's about having new hair, but it's the same sh--. That's the concept," Way laughed. "I think the new album is going to be a response to the two years of touring on Parade. A reaction to what's happening right now — everything that we're not a part of — and a response to it."

My Chemical Romance's Gerard Way's Comic To Be Made Into Movie?

2008-11-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

My Chemical Romance frontman Gerard Way's comic strip could be made into a film, he has revealed.
The success of the first run of the singer's superhero series "The Umbrella Academy" has led to the title being optioned as part of a deal between publishers Dark Horse and Universal.
Director Alfonso Cuaron has first refusal on the project, but Way told SFX that he is not getting ahead of himself.

He said: "He's the only director who has the material at the moment. If we get the right people in place, it could be really amazing but I'm trying not to think about it too much. I'm keeping my head focussed on the comics.
"I would prefer people to read the comic first as a point of reference before any film comes out. But the first story ('The Apocalypse Suite') is really compact with a beginning, a middle and an end so you could easily make that into a film."
For now, Way is concentrating on the second series, "Dallas", which as previously reported, concerns the assassination of JFK.
"It's more political," he said, "something I've stayed away from in my music and in my comics. It deals with some pretty harsh subjects in American history. It's more relevant than the first series, which was a traditional story about being brought up good or bad.
"It's more violent for sure. The first issue sets the tone and the second and third subsequently become more violent.
"It's largely American. It's tough because we'd built this largely European universe. You don't know where the city they live in is but it's an amalgamation of London, Prague and places like that. So moving into American territory was a risk for us."
The first issue of "Dallas" is published on November 26.

My Chemical Romance's Gerard Way: 'I Think We Needed To Be Away For A While'

2008-10-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

Last month, MTV News broke the news that New Jersey's own My Chemical Romance would be recording a cover of Bob Dylan's "Desolation Row" for Zack Snyder's forthcoming "Watchmen" film and that the song would be the soundtrack's first single when it hits stores this winter. That's cool and all, but what about the band's next studio effort? When can we expect that gem?

Well, not for a long while. See, My Chemical Romance have spent much of the last few years in promotional mode — touring, doing press interviews, shooting videos, etc. At the moment, they're in what frontman Gerard Way dubbed "go live" mode: They've all put MCR on the backburner as they pursue outside interests.Of course, Way's been working on his comic book series, "The Umbrella Academy," and is penning a top-secret project for DC Comics. Meanwhile, his brother, Mikey Way, is also working on a comic book, Frank Iero is starting a new band called Leathermouth, Ray Toro is busy getting married and helming his Weezer cover band, and Bob Bryar, well, he's in Chicago for some unspecified reason. The point is, My Chemical Romance need to live like the rest of us for a bit before they return to the studio."We can't make any more music unless we live," Way explained. "But I'm already starting to get the ideas and the aesthetics and everything, and it's very different from [2006's] The Black Parade."How so, Gerry?"It's hard to say at this point, but musically, how Black Parade tapped into the glam, classic rock of Queen and Ziggy Stardust, this taps into something different — not punk, but maybe in its proto sense. The aesthetic — it is extremely different, and it is more stripped-down too. When we get a chance, we're going to get together and do some demos and start rolling. But we're going to take it slow. I feel like we needed to be away for a while. People need to kind of miss us because there was a point in the last two-and-a-half years where you could have seen us at least once a month if you wanted." Way elaborated on the album's sound, contradicting recent reports that the band is moving in a more punk direction. "It's weird — sometimes you give interviews, and they catch you in a weird mood on the road, and you're like, 'Nah, I didn't say it was going to be a more punk-rock record, I just thought it would be more stripped of the bells and whistles,' " he explained. "But I think the concepts will always be progressive. "It will be more direct, more about life, and have more social commentary in there," Way continued. "That's where it's kind of heading now. It won't be a 'boohoo' record about 'Oh, we got famous,' but a commentary on how the world is now."

My Chemical Romance's Mikey Way Pens Batman Comic While Band Is 'Taking A Long Break'

2008-10-25T00:58:00.000-07:00

Bassist says MCR are always writing new songs but haven't been in the studio for new album.

My Chemical Romance's Mikey Way knows a thing or two about comics — and not just because his brother, Gerard, is an acclaimed artist and an avowed comic book fanatic with an Eisner Award-winning series, "The Umbrella Academy" under his belt

"Nah, it's not just my brother — all my buddies are really into comics, including [famed artist] Jim Lee, who I talk to all the time," Way said. "I have, like, this council of comic book geeks — kids I knew growing up, everyone — and we're always having these conversations about books and stuff, these conversations where we go, 'Man, if people could hear what we're saying right now, what would they think?' "So, it seems only natural that Way would dabble in the industry himself, and though it took him a while — "I had lots of meetings," he said — he's finally penned an eight-page story that will appear in DC Comics' special "Halloween '08" book, which hits stores Wednesday.Way's story, featuring art by Mateus Santoluoco, is based on the "Legend of Sleepy Hollow" but stars none other than Batman and Scarecrow (it is a DC comic, after all) in a bit of role reversal."The story follows the Scarecrow as Ichabod Crane and Batman as the Headless Horseman. I took the character of Jonathan Crane and put him in Tarrytown, New York, in the 1700s," Way explained. "They gave me the option to write a story about any character in the DC Universe, and I was like, 'Well, I'm gonna do Batman. I've got to do Batman.' Then I had the idea for my story, and it seemed pretty straightforward, and I was sure someone else had done it already. So I had to go to all my friends — my council — and to Jim Lee, and be like, 'Has anyone done a Batman story like this before?' And we were all amazed that no one has."Then I just got down to writing it," he continued, "and it turned out that there wasn't that much pressure, because the whole book is artists and writers doing Halloween-based storylines. I ended up with something like 20 pages of dialogue, so the big problem was that I just had too much, and we had to cut some of it."Way says that he still hasn't even seen the finished book, but that he plans on picking it up tomorrow. And he's planning on doing even more comic book work in the near future: He mentioned collaborating with his brother and says he's bounced a few ideas off of Lee, too. That's probably a good thing, because it seems like he's going to have a whole lot of free time on the horizon. After all, things are pretty slow right now in his other job, playing bass for My Chem."The thing with us is that we're always in the process of writing. You know, everyone is sitting around, working on riffs, and everyone's got their own stuff going on," Way said. "Personally, I've just been diddling around with songs, and if I come up with something good, I'll call Gerard or [guitarist] Frank [Iero]. But what it really boils down to is this band really needed some time off, and that's what we're doing right now. We're getting great time off."Way said that he and his MCR bandmates have "hung out a bunch," but that the only time they've played together was when they entered a studio to record a version of Bob Dylan's "All Along the Watchtower" for director Zack Snyder's much-anticipated film version of "Watchmen." Other than that, the band appears to be miles away from beginning work on the follow-up to Welcome to the Black Parade, and though Way knows that news may disappoint fans, he promises that the wait will be worth it. Eventually."We're taking a long break, so we can come back fully recharged. The great thing about this band is that you never know what's going to happen next," he said. "We may write a bunch of stuff, and then a month later switch gears and do it all again. So if, say, we wrote some songs that sound like Rick Springfield, a week later they've all turned into Children of Bodom songs. I know it's going to be great; I just don't know what it's going to sound like. We're going to be just as surprised as everyone else, believe me."

Linkin Park Hit the Road with My Chem

2008-10-25T00:53:00.000-07:00

It was like the Rock U.N. yesterday afternoon, with members of Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance and Taking Back Sunday converging on midtown to announce the Projekt Revolution bill and tour dates. Eschewing "the printed up stuff from management," Linkin Park members Chester Bennington and Mike Shinoda quickly invited My Chemical Romance lead singer Gerard Way and Taking Back Sunday members Adam Lazzara and Matt Rubano up on stage, uniting the three bands who will form the main stage of Projekt Revolution. "We can’t wait to get out there and destroy everything in our path," said Bennington. Ironically, in the midst of all that destruction, the band announced PR will be a "green" tour. Also, My Chemical Romance will reunite with recently departed guitarist Mikey Way, and for the first time they’ll be switching up their set and playing more than just their latest The Black Parade in its entirety, though MCR do promise to bring as much of their arena show to the tour as possible. "Maybe we’ll get new uniforms," Way said.

My Chemical Romance Get Some Awful Food Poisoning

2008-10-25T00:44:00.000-07:00

My Chemical Romance and Muse were forced to cancel their world tour after a violent bout with food poisoning effected several members of the crew and both bands. The tour, which is booked through July and spans three continents, came to a screeching halt after a show at William and Mary College in Virginia left crew members scattered in hospitals "between State College, PA and Columbus, OH." Immune to fears of death and despair, only to be brought low by craft services. This comes on the heels of MCR lead singer Gerard Way announcing he’s "the happiest brother alive" after his brother Mikey decided to temporarily leave the band to spend more time with his wife and "do all of the things a newlywed couple should do." This is the second time Way has taken a break, the first during the recording process of The Black Parade due to severe depression and drug and alcohol problems.

2008-08-31T00:45:00.000-07:00

that's my pic!...

my poems!

2008-08-31T00:39:00.000-07:00

I wrote these poems when I was still in 3rd year highshool. So, probably I was 14 back then. Not bad! LOLx… inspired by My Chemical Romance. And I don’t even know why is it all sad. Well, I’m not EMO!!!!!!

Vengeance
I remember when you leave me / I never thought it will be
The last time we’ll see each other / Since then my heart’s always bother
The only thing you cause is pain / You know that without you I’m vain
You just left me with no reason / Sometimes house feels like a prison
One day I saw you with a girl / I’m just standing try to forbear
I want to punch you with my fist / But I just want to slit my wrist
Now, I don’t have reason to live / I don’t have anything to give
To myself but a misery / Our love is consanguinity
Now I am gone in this world / Can you remember what I’ve told?
Be first to see my cold body / I want you to apology
I’m waiting but you did not come / For what you had done I’m ashamed
Now all o want is a vengeance / And avenge my ghost with romance

My Love
My love you know I’m always there / I will be with you I swear
But you always do is just stare / And you’re just pretending to care
My love you always think you’re right / While you’re holding my hands so tight
My broken heart what is the cure / I think just your love that is pure
My love you know that this is true / That my heart only beat is you
All that you want I always will / For you even my self I’ll kill
My love without you I’m useless / But with you I think is the best
You always have my heart I owe / And it will die if you will go
My love now that you’re only mine / I am now in a straight line
I’m hoping you will not leave me / Be the first to say I’m sorry

To The End
The seldom fears when I’m with you / And the oftentimes of laughter
But sometimes there’s still an anger / I need it to make it through
In restless dreams I walked alone / And I just want you for my own
For all this time that you still owe / Just mind your manners when you go
All my agony and goodbyes / Let me break this awkward silence
But you’re running out of places / To hide from me and say goodnight
Say goodbye to the vows you take / Say goodbye to the life you make
Say goodbye to the heart you break / And all the cyanide you drank
Say goodbye to the last parade / Walk away from the choice you’ve made
Say goodnight to the hearts you’ll break / As clouds move like a wraith
The wrangle that we always do / Just always meant nothing to you
You just want to be cynosure / The truth you said are curvature

Apparition
I’m never sure why I need you / This is the part I don’t want you
To kiss me goodbye with sorrow / And never see you tomorrow
Many questions I have to ask / And you made already our last
You never said that end is cast / The winter without you had passed
And if you need something better / I’ll give you one more reason now
Well then one day be together / I will be there one last time now
Just know that I’ll remember you / Let me go, go on the record
Be the first to say I’m sorry / And don’t you feel any worry
I remember the day we met / You get what everyone else gets
The damage you had inflicted / And paint these walls in pitchfork red
Now that you’re gone I’m all alone / And I’m nothin’ now since you’re gone
My world now is just collision / I’m waiting for your apparition

Here’s my friendship quote for you guys!!!

Vengeance

2008-08-31T00:37:00.000-07:00

I remember when you leave me / I never thought it will be
The last time we’ll see each other / Since then my heart’s always bother
The only thing you cause is pain / You know that without you I’m vain
You just left me with no reason / Sometimes house feels like a prison
One day I saw you with a girl / I’m just standing try to forbear
I want to punch you with my fist / But I just want to slit my wrist
Now, I don’t have reason to live / I don’t have anything to give
To myself but a misery / Our love is consanguinity
Now I am gone in this world / Can you remember what I’ve told?
Be first to see my cold body / I want you to apology
I’m waiting but you did not come / For what you had done I’m ashamedNow all o want is a vengeance / And avenge my ghost with romance

my advance christmas story! LOLx

2008-08-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

I was just thinking that it is almost September. The season that I like the most is just around the corner. I don’t know why but I feel a little bit different every time I could almost feel the Christmas Season. For me, Christmas is the most special season. It’s the season that we really must pay attention with. I like the feeling that one day there is really a Santa Clause! When I was young I used to hang my pair of socks. I’m so clever that I always hang a pair! But that’s not cleverness instead it is silliness. I was so silly that I think the more socks you hang the more gifts you’ll get! Well, seriously you can laugh right now. I really don’t know what the hell I was thinking back then! I always wait for 12mn. And go look for Santa fucking Clause. I’ll just catch myself in the morning fell asleep and never caught him. Sometimes, I got money and sometimes nothing. I always feel disappointed every time I got nothing. That I almost cry my eyes out! That’s a lot of years ago, I believe! Ahahaha! I’ll not spoil my whole Christmas story. Just wait until it’s December. Thanks guys! BTW, just tell me if you want me to post some of your stories, I’ll post it here. Specially to all MCRmies out there. We rock!

Please don’t hesitate to post some comments or whatever. Just e-mail me if you have some fuckin problems with your motherfucking life and damn business (I’ll mind about it!). arlene_way09@yahoo.com

Rock Appreciation

2008-08-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

Here’s my another poem. Believe it or not I made it for maybe 9 minutes! I’m not effing lying! So, here it is.

Rock Appreciation
Arlene Way
First I heard it, it was nothing
But then I just realized
It was something
Something I can’t deny
‘Cause if I did it would be a lie
That I’m appreciating rock
Wearing nothing but all black
I’ve got a lot to say now
It’s just I don’t know how
So I’m writing my poem
To feel that I’m not that alone
I’m depress again
Because of all my stupid problems
For all what’s happening to me
About love, studies, and family
I was thinking about the suicidal thing
But I heard what My Chemical Romance keeps telling
That suicide was never the answer
And that your life would get better
If you’ll live your life as a kid
And don’t think like anything that stupid
Just be inspired to the message of MCR songs
And stop doing something wrong
So what I’m doing to put away my depression
Is to learn the rock appreciation

a.f.d.

My type of guy!

2008-08-24T00:23:00.001-07:00

A close picture of my shout-until-you-die guy. That’s my future husband! That black-suit-guy. He really looks like a sexy guy shakin’ his ass there just to entertain the fans. I think they are upset because of the fans. They were performing good but the fans weren’t that energetic! So, they must be really upset of the Filipino fans. Huhuhuh. Which makes me sad for some reason.
If I was just there! I’ll go at the stage and wipe Gerard’s exhausted face and ass! Yeah I will gladly do that! (if I was there!)

My Chemical Romance in Manila!!!

2008-08-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

MCR rocking Taguig! Oh fuck I wasn’t there! The thing I regret the most! I’ve bought some tickets already before I knew that I’ll have my exams on January 24 and 25! And the concert was January 25! F*ck my exams! I really hate my school! I had my exam at the exact day of my most favorite guys’ concert?! Can you f*cking imagine that?

My Chemical Romance in Laguna!!

2008-08-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

MCR went to my province! I can’t believe it! That was at Los Baños, Laguna. Before their concert they went in a resort here in Laguna. I can’t believe that I’m just miles far from them! LOL.

about my bro!

2008-08-15T00:08:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Now, I wanna talk about my brother. He’s my greatest influence. Because without him, maybe I never liked or appreciated rock music that I’m into right now. He used to have a lot of bands like Jovials, Novella and the last band that he had was Sad Days. They always join some out of town Battle of the Bands. And fortunately, they always have something. They already recorded some of their songs before my bro left abroad. Most of their songs are slow or very emotional. Like the “emo” genre. But they never called themselves emo. Here are some of their “original” songs. Its all Tagalog but they have some English songs though. My favorite is Lamay. It’s a very catchy song. Even the first time I heard it, I already liked it.

Lamay

Ikaw na naman
Ang sumasagi sa isipan ko
Lagi kang hinahanap di ko alam
Ano bang pakiramdam ito

Sa bawat oras ay hinihintay
Ang pagdating mo
Nagbabaka sakaling
Makikilala mo rin ako

[Chorus:]
Hinihintay kita ngunit di ko alam at kung paano
At sana’y makita ka na ng lahat
Nang ito’y magkatotoo

Hindi ko alam kung ba’t ikaw ang nasa panaginip ko
Lagi kang hinahanap di ko alam
Kung saan ako tatagpo
[chorus]

Sa aking paghihintay
Ikaw pala ay nasa lamay
Wala man akong alam
Na tatlong araw ka na palang bangkay

Panyo

Lumuluha ka at hindi ko alam
Wala ka bang kapaguran
Nagsisisi umaasa
Na ikaw ay babalikan

Sabihin mo lang
Na ikaw ay nasasaktan

Gawin mo akong punasan
Ng mga luha mong talunan
Gawin mo akong sandalan
Sa tuwing ikaw ay iniiwan

Nag-iisip sa kung saan
Kung paano ka tinalikuran
Pipilitin at pupunasan
Mga luha mong pinaglipasan

Sabihin mo lang kung ikaw ay nasasaktan

Lumapit ka at yayakapin kita
Sa akin ay humimlay
Pangako sayo’y
Hindi na mawawalay

Sadista

Huli na kita nagtatago ka pa
Sa sinungaling mong mata
Tumakas ka man at kung saan ka magpunta
Mapapansin pa rin kita

Ako’y nahihilo at suko na sa’yo
Ako’y kaawaan mo
Ako’y nahihilo at suko na sa sa’yo
Ako’y palayain mo

Bakit ang ilap at hindi ka man lumalapit
Ako ba ay malupit
Lumayo ka man at kung saan ka lumisan

Igapos mo ako sugatan mo ako
Hatawin mo ako kasama ng pagluha mo

Inip

Nasan ka na ako’y nawawala
Hindi ko alam kung saan ka ba nagpunta
Kaliwa’t kanan akong nakatanga
At di ko alam kung saan ka magmumula

[chorus]
Kinakabag na sa paghinga
Nangangalay na pati mga paa
O bakit ang tagal naman
Ako ba ay uuwi na?

Nasaan ka na ako’y nababalisa
At hindi ko alam kung saan ka ba nagpunta
Taas at baba ako’y nangawit na
At nasaan ka na
May katagpo ka pa lang iba

Kailan ka ba magsasawa
Kailan ako madadala
Puti na ang mata
At nasaan ka na
Ako’y inip na mula pa nang umaga
Ngayon ay hapon na
May katagpo ka pa lang iba

Antok

Paggising ko ay wala na
Saan ka ba nagpunta
Ako ba’y hahayaan na

At nasaan ka nab a
Bumalik ka sa aking kama
Nang antok ko’y makumpleto na

Hindi man nagpaalam
Para ding gabi
Na pinalitan ng umaga

Lasing pa ako oh umaga
Pahingi pa at kahit isa pang gabi
Dahil ako’y inaantok pa

Ako pa sayo’y maghihintay
Ako ba sayo’y mawawalay
Ako’y isang tanga at walang saysay

Pipilitin ba na sumabay
Pipilitin ban a mag-alay
Ako’y magtatyaga na walng humpay

Pagbigyan mo ako dahil mata ko’y pikit pa
Oh umaga
Pagbigyan mo ako dahil ako’y inaantok pa
Sa’yo umaga

Pagpikit

Sa pagmulat ng iyong mata
Wala na akong Makita
Kahit isang saglit
Sa pagmulat ng iyong mata
Pipilitin ko upang makaalala

Subukan mo lang ipikit ang iyong mata
Kasama mo ako sa panaginip
Oh aking mata

Heto ako sa tabi mo
At naluha inaabangan
Ang muli mong pagpikit

Pumikit lumuha at nandito lang ako
Pumikit lumuha at kasama mo lang ako

Sa muli mong pagpikit
Humingi ka ng malalim
At tahimik kung ibubulong sa’yo
Na paalam

Tara, Blog Tayo! (but what the hell is blog anyway?)

2008-08-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

Dati-rati, sa isang personal na journal lang tinitipon ng isang manunulat ang kanyang mga akda. Para maibahagi sa mga mambabasa, kailangan muna iyon sa pahayagan, magasin o maisaaklat. Pero ngayon, mas madaling naabot ng mga manunulat ang mga mambabasa. Binasag ng internet ang pader na dati ay naghihiwalay. Sa dalawang panig sa pamamagitan ng sumisikat na “blog”.

Kung gusto ng manunulat na mailathalka nang mabilis at maibahagi sa mga mambabasa sa buong mundo ang kanyang obra, pwedeng-pwede na niya itong i-blog.

Teka, ano ba ang blog?
Sa pananaw ng isang web author, ang blog ay isang porma ng website na gumagamit ng isang CMS (content management system) na sinasabing database program. Kaya nga kumpara sa paggawa ng isang “ordinaryong” website, hindi na kailangan ang kaalaman sa HTML (hypertext mark-up language) o web programming kung gusto ng isang taong gumawa ng blog.

Bahagi ng blog ang tinatawag na “new media”. Kung sa journal ay limitado sa mga salita ang komunikasyon, sa blog, pwedeng gumamit ng tinatawag na streaming audio at video.

Tamang-tama sa pangangailangan ng mga modernong manunulat ang blog. Madali para sa isang blogger na tipunin o i-post ang kanyang mga artikulo ayon sa nais na kategorya at tag.

Sa blog, agad na makikita ang pinakabagong artikulo. Kaya’t madali ring malaman ng isang mambabasa kung may bago nang post sa binibisita niyang blog.

S pamamagitan ng blog ay maipahahatid niya ang angking layon na gulantangin ang mambabasa sa pamamagitan ng makukulay na imahe o litrato. Maari rin itong network ng mga ugnayan- ang blogista ang tagapag-ugnay. Nakatutulong ang blog kahit sa pagpapakilala ng iba pang website.

Imbakan din ng personal na tala ang blog. Wala ring pakundangan ang blog na maghayag sa ibang tao para bang ang taong iyon ay kaibigan o kakilala kahit ni wala siyang kaugnayan sa blogista.

Nabibigyang din ng pagkakataon ang mga mambabasa na pumuna o magbigay ng pananaw sa nababasang blog. Nagkakaroon ng biglaang ugnayan ang manunulat at mambabasa sa oras na tumugon ang mambabasa at mag-iwan ng puna sa naka-post na artikulo.

Ang blog ang malayang lugar ng mga seryosong usapan, na ang layunin ay maabot ang maraming tao na kapos sa impormasyon hinggil sa particular na larangan, gaya ng panitikan, agham at iba pang aspeto ng lipunan.

Hindi rin dapat minamaliit ang blog, dahil kung minsan, ang laman at anyo nito ay higit pa sa mga sanaysay na nalalathala sa magasin, diyaryo at iba pang babasahin, dagdag ng premyadong manunulat.

Ngayon, maaari nang ilathala sa blog ang mga tula, kwento, sanaysay o nobela. Iyon nga lang, may panganib na makopya ang mga akda nang walang pahintulot.

Siguro, kung buhay pa sina Andres Bonifacio, Dr. Jose Rizal at iba pang lider ng himagsikan at mga propagandista, baka ginamit na rin nila ang blog para ipaabot sa mga Pilipino ang kanilang damdamin para makamit ang kalayaan.

Malaking tulong ang blog sa pagpapalaganap ng mga akda at lathalaing nagtataguyod ng wikang Filipino at isinulat ng mga Pilipino.

badjao blogspot part three(about MCR)

2008-08-07T02:58:00.000-07:00

These guys, they call themselves My Chemical Romance.
(From left) Bob Bryar -drummer
Mikey Way –bassist
Gerard Way –frontman
Ray Toro –lead guitarist
Frank Iero –guitarist
These guys inspire me a lot! When I first heard their song I really didn’t find it catchy. That’s Helena (my brother was playing it) and it annoys me. But when I heard Welcome to the Black Parade at my school I start researching about them. And I saw a title (Cancer) from their album The Black Parade. It’s the first song I remembered when I opened my Youtube. I can’t think of any song so I just typed Cancer. Then after playing the song I played it again and again! It’s like uh… I fell in love with the song or the one who was singing. LOL. Then I listened to every song they had. And it’s all good! Then I’ve became a die-hard fan! Researching even the least information I must know. Even Gerard’s home address I know! And his foot size. Ahahaha.
That really makes me a certified fan!

badjao blogspot part two!

2008-08-07T02:54:00.000-07:00

Johnny Depp
You don’t know this guy? You’re not living in earth then. This is my ultimate crush when it comes to movies. I really like the way he acts. He was the big winner at the MTV Movie Awards taking home two of the night's big prizes, including Best Comedic Performance, despite admitting he's "not funny". See, he’s not funny at all though he always makes us laugh in his movies. That makes him a very great actor. And his other award was Best Villain for his lead role in Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

I really like him that I bought all of his DVD movies except for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I haven’t planned to buy it yet. But I’ll surely do. The latest news about him is that Following close behind, Forbes rated Johnny Depp as their second highest paid actor. The Pirates of the Caribbean star raked in estimated earnings that totaled around $72 million within the same dates as Smith.

The first movie I’ve watched was Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. He’s so cute there! And I research again! I found his latest movie POTC2. Then I fell in love with him. But the really first movie that I’ve watched was Pirate of the Caribbean (The Curse if the black Pearl), but I was in grade school back then. I think I was 11 years old then. (I’m 15 now) So I can barely remember that the pirate there was him.

It just made me sad when I found out that he has a girlfriend and two kids. But when I saw Vanessa the things changed. I liked her. She’s so gorgeous! And I just think that Johnny really deserves her. And I think he is happy with her. So it’s fine with me. But there’s just one thing I don’t like about Johnny… his tattoos! I really don’t like guys with tattoos around their body! And there’s one tattoo that got my attention, it says that “Winona Forever”. Winona Ryder was his ex-girlfriend. Johnny got into many relationships which I don’t care much.

One more thing why I like Johnny is that he’s a music lover like me! He’s a rocker too. He plays guitar. When he was in highschool, he dropped out of school because of his band and because of his principal that gave him a piece of advise and said that just go with what makes him happy. And if you wanna know other information about him, just check out his website.
Johnnydeppfan.com

badjao blogspot

2008-08-07T02:36:00.000-07:00

♫-Arlene Way-♫

Ok I’ll start my blog introducing myself…
First of all, I don’t want you guys to get bored while reading this… so I’ll just make it short. I’m Arlene Way (I never said my true last name). So if you wanna ask maybe you just shouldn’t.
I’ll not tell you the truth anyway!
I’m a hard-rockin’ type of girl. I’m 15 right now
I like listening to rock or any alternative music… that’s my genre.
I never got into other kind of genre. (Maybe, sometimes, but it really depends to my mood.)

I really like surfing the internet. And I wanna be a rockstar!
Yes you’re right it doesn’t make sense! Ahahaha!
Please don’t be shock if you’ll see me in the future getting my award on Grammy’s!
(That’s my dream!) So don’t laugh at it! LOL

When it comes to my background, I have an older brother (which happens to be my greatest influence), and I have an older sister… I’m the youngest of three.
My brother taught me how to play a guitar when I was 12 but he became very busy of his band.
I was frustrated. Before he leaves (he was 22 back then) to go abroad, he gave his electric guitar to someone! But I’m really trying my best now how to play guitar and piano at the same time.
So I attend my music class until now.

I have a great voice (I wanna thank God for that!) and I CAN GROWL!
(Yes fuckers who are envy right now!)
Just like what I’ve said, some people find it (growling) very annoying but to some they find it very sexy!

When it comes to dress, I always wear black shirt with pants and Vans shoes.
Sometimes I wear some kind of shirt, a mini skirt and Chuck Taylor shoes.
I’m very simple but very attractive! Ahahaha!
Sometimes I wear flip flops (Yes you heard it right!) FLIP FLOPS

Maybe you’re thinking that I’m a lesbian!
But HELL NO!
I’ve been in love many times. Is this necessary? LOL
Yes this is necessary! Just to prove to you guys who are reading right now!
I have a lot of crushes… one of those is Gerard Way (I’ll tell more about him in the next topic)
Second is Johnny Depp (Jack Sparrow of POTC) and some of my crushes are not actors neither musicians.
Sometimes classmates and sometimes teachers. Am I weird?

That’s all for now.
Please continue viewing my blog!