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my poems!

I wrote these poems when I was still in 3rd year highshool. So, probably I was 14 back then. Not bad! LOLx… inspired by My Chemical Romance. And I don’t even know why is it all sad. Well, I’m not EMO!!!!!!

Vengeance
I remember when you leave me / I never thought it will be
The last time we’ll see each other / Since then my heart’s always bother
The only thing you cause is pain / You know that without you I’m vain
You just left me with no reason / Sometimes house feels like a prison
One day I saw you with a girl / I’m just standing try to forbear
I want to punch you with my fist / But I just want to slit my wrist
Now, I don’t have reason to live / I don’t have anything to give
To myself but a misery / Our love is consanguinity
Now I am gone in this world / Can you remember what I’ve told?
Be first to see my cold body / I want you to apology
I’m waiting but you did not come / For what you had done I’m ashamed
Now all o want is a vengeance / And avenge my ghost with romance

My Love
My love you know I’m always there / I will be with you I swear
But you always do is just stare / And you’re just pretending to care
My love you always think you’re right / While you’re holding my hands so tight
My broken heart what is the cure / I think just your love that is pure
My love you know that this is true / That my heart only beat is you
All that you want I always will / For you even my self I’ll kill
My love without you I’m useless / But with you I think is the best
You always have my heart I owe / And it will die if you will go
My love now that you’re only mine / I am now in a straight line
I’m hoping you will not leave me / Be the first to say I’m sorry

To The End
The seldom fears when I’m with you / And the oftentimes of laughter
But sometimes there’s still an anger / I need it to make it through
In restless dreams I walked alone / And I just want you for my own
For all this time that you still owe / Just mind your manners when you go
All my agony and goodbyes / Let me break this awkward silence
But you’re running out of places / To hide from me and say goodnight
Say goodbye to the vows you take / Say goodbye to the life you make
Say goodbye to the heart you break / And all the cyanide you drank
Say goodbye to the last parade / Walk away from the choice you’ve made
Say goodnight to the hearts you’ll break / As clouds move like a wraith
The wrangle that we always do / Just always meant nothing to you
You just want to be cynosure / The truth you said are curvature

Apparition
I’m never sure why I need you / This is the part I don’t want you
To kiss me goodbye with sorrow / And never see you tomorrow
Many questions I have to ask / And you made already our last
You never said that end is cast / The winter without you had passed
And if you need something better / I’ll give you one more reason now
Well then one day be together / I will be there one last time now
Just know that I’ll remember you / Let me go, go on the record
Be the first to say I’m sorry / And don’t you feel any worry
I remember the day we met / You get what everyone else gets
The damage you had inflicted / And paint these walls in pitchfork red
Now that you’re gone I’m all alone / And I’m nothin’ now since you’re gone
My world now is just collision / I’m waiting for your apparition

Here’s my friendship quote for you guys!!!

Vengeance

I remember when you leave me / I never thought it will be
The last time we’ll see each other / Since then my heart’s always bother
The only thing you cause is pain / You know that without you I’m vain
You just left me with no reason / Sometimes house feels like a prison
One day I saw you with a girl / I’m just standing try to forbear
I want to punch you with my fist / But I just want to slit my wrist
Now, I don’t have reason to live / I don’t have anything to give
To myself but a misery / Our love is consanguinity
Now I am gone in this world / Can you remember what I’ve told?
Be first to see my cold body / I want you to apology
I’m waiting but you did not come / For what you had done I’m ashamedNow all o want is a vengeance / And avenge my ghost with romance

my advance christmas story! LOLx

I was just thinking that it is almost September. The season that I like the most is just around the corner. I don’t know why but I feel a little bit different every time I could almost feel the Christmas Season. For me, Christmas is the most special season. It’s the season that we really must pay attention with. I like the feeling that one day there is really a Santa Clause! When I was young I used to hang my pair of socks. I’m so clever that I always hang a pair! But that’s not cleverness instead it is silliness. I was so silly that I think the more socks you hang the more gifts you’ll get! Well, seriously you can laugh right now. I really don’t know what the hell I was thinking back then! I always wait for 12mn. And go look for Santa fucking Clause. I’ll just catch myself in the morning fell asleep and never caught him. Sometimes, I got money and sometimes nothing. I always feel disappointed every time I got nothing. That I almost cry my eyes out! That’s a lot of years ago, I believe! Ahahaha! I’ll not spoil my whole Christmas story. Just wait until it’s December. Thanks guys! BTW, just tell me if you want me to post some of your stories, I’ll post it here. Specially to all MCRmies out there. We rock!

Please don’t hesitate to post some comments or whatever. Just e-mail me if you have some fuckin problems with your motherfucking life and damn business (I’ll mind about it!). arlene_way09@yahoo.com

Rock Appreciation

Here’s my another poem. Believe it or not I made it for maybe 9 minutes! I’m not effing lying! So, here it is.

Rock Appreciation
Arlene Way
First I heard it, it was nothing
But then I just realized
It was something
Something I can’t deny
‘Cause if I did it would be a lie
That I’m appreciating rock
Wearing nothing but all black
I’ve got a lot to say now
It’s just I don’t know how
So I’m writing my poem
To feel that I’m not that alone
I’m depress again
Because of all my stupid problems
For all what’s happening to me
About love, studies, and family
I was thinking about the suicidal thing
But I heard what My Chemical Romance keeps telling
That suicide was never the answer
And that your life would get better
If you’ll live your life as a kid
And don’t think like anything that stupid
Just be inspired to the message of MCR songs
And stop doing something wrong
So what I’m doing to put away my depression
Is to learn the rock appreciation

a.f.d.

My type of guy!

A close picture of my shout-until-you-die guy. That’s my future husband! That black-suit-guy. He really looks like a sexy guy shakin’ his ass there just to entertain the fans. I think they are upset because of the fans. They were performing good but the fans weren’t that energetic! So, they must be really upset of the Filipino fans. Huhuhuh. Which makes me sad for some reason.
If I was just there! I’ll go at the stage and wipe Gerard’s exhausted face and ass! Yeah I will gladly do that! (if I was there!)

My Chemical Romance in Manila!!!

MCR rocking Taguig! Oh fuck I wasn’t there! The thing I regret the most! I’ve bought some tickets already before I knew that I’ll have my exams on January 24 and 25! And the concert was January 25! F*ck my exams! I really hate my school! I had my exam at the exact day of my most favorite guys’ concert?! Can you f*cking imagine that?

My Chemical Romance in Laguna!!

MCR went to my province! I can’t believe it! That was at Los Baños, Laguna. Before their concert they went in a resort here in Laguna. I can’t believe that I’m just miles far from them! LOL.

about my bro!

Hey people! Now, I wanna talk about my brother. He’s my greatest influence. Because without him, maybe I never liked or appreciated rock music that I’m into right now. He used to have a lot of bands like Jovials, Novella and the last band that he had was Sad Days. They always join some out of town Battle of the Bands. And fortunately, they always have something. They already recorded some of their songs before my bro left abroad. Most of their songs are slow or very emotional. Like the “emo” genre. But they never called themselves emo. Here are some of their “original” songs. Its all Tagalog but they have some English songs though. My favorite is Lamay. It’s a very catchy song. Even the first time I heard it, I already liked it.

Lamay

Ikaw na naman
Ang sumasagi sa isipan ko
Lagi kang hinahanap di ko alam
Ano bang pakiramdam ito

Sa bawat oras ay hinihintay
Ang pagdating mo
Nagbabaka sakaling
Makikilala mo rin ako

[Chorus:]
Hinihintay kita ngunit di ko alam at kung paano
At sana’y makita ka na ng lahat
Nang ito’y magkatotoo

Hindi ko alam kung ba’t ikaw ang nasa panaginip ko
Lagi kang hinahanap di ko alam
Kung saan ako tatagpo
[chorus]

Sa aking paghihintay
Ikaw pala ay nasa lamay
Wala man akong alam
Na tatlong araw ka na palang bangkay

Panyo

Lumuluha ka at hindi ko alam
Wala ka bang kapaguran
Nagsisisi umaasa
Na ikaw ay babalikan

Sabihin mo lang
Na ikaw ay nasasaktan

Gawin mo akong punasan
Ng mga luha mong talunan
Gawin mo akong sandalan
Sa tuwing ikaw ay iniiwan

Nag-iisip sa kung saan
Kung paano ka tinalikuran
Pipilitin at pupunasan
Mga luha mong pinaglipasan

Sabihin mo lang kung ikaw ay nasasaktan

Lumapit ka at yayakapin kita
Sa akin ay humimlay
Pangako sayo’y
Hindi na mawawalay

Sadista

Huli na kita nagtatago ka pa
Sa sinungaling mong mata
Tumakas ka man at kung saan ka magpunta
Mapapansin pa rin kita

Ako’y nahihilo at suko na sa’yo
Ako’y kaawaan mo
Ako’y nahihilo at suko na sa sa’yo
Ako’y palayain mo

Bakit ang ilap at hindi ka man lumalapit
Ako ba ay malupit
Lumayo ka man at kung saan ka lumisan

Igapos mo ako sugatan mo ako
Hatawin mo ako kasama ng pagluha mo

Inip

Nasan ka na ako’y nawawala
Hindi ko alam kung saan ka ba nagpunta
Kaliwa’t kanan akong nakatanga
At di ko alam kung saan ka magmumula

[chorus]
Kinakabag na sa paghinga
Nangangalay na pati mga paa
O bakit ang tagal naman
Ako ba ay uuwi na?

Nasaan ka na ako’y nababalisa
At hindi ko alam kung saan ka ba nagpunta
Taas at baba ako’y nangawit na
At nasaan ka na
May katagpo ka pa lang iba

Kailan ka ba magsasawa
Kailan ako madadala
Puti na ang mata
At nasaan ka na
Ako’y inip na mula pa nang umaga
Ngayon ay hapon na
May katagpo ka pa lang iba

Antok

Paggising ko ay wala na
Saan ka ba nagpunta
Ako ba’y hahayaan na

At nasaan ka nab a
Bumalik ka sa aking kama
Nang antok ko’y makumpleto na

Hindi man nagpaalam
Para ding gabi
Na pinalitan ng umaga

Lasing pa ako oh umaga
Pahingi pa at kahit isa pang gabi
Dahil ako’y inaantok pa

Ako pa sayo’y maghihintay
Ako ba sayo’y mawawalay
Ako’y isang tanga at walang saysay

Pipilitin ba na sumabay
Pipilitin ban a mag-alay
Ako’y magtatyaga na walng humpay

Pagbigyan mo ako dahil mata ko’y pikit pa
Oh umaga
Pagbigyan mo ako dahil ako’y inaantok pa
Sa’yo umaga

Pagpikit

Sa pagmulat ng iyong mata
Wala na akong Makita
Kahit isang saglit
Sa pagmulat ng iyong mata
Pipilitin ko upang makaalala

Subukan mo lang ipikit ang iyong mata
Kasama mo ako sa panaginip
Oh aking mata

Heto ako sa tabi mo
At naluha inaabangan
Ang muli mong pagpikit

Pumikit lumuha at nandito lang ako
Pumikit lumuha at kasama mo lang ako

Sa muli mong pagpikit
Humingi ka ng malalim
At tahimik kung ibubulong sa’yo
Na paalam

Tara, Blog Tayo! (but what the hell is blog anyway?)

Dati-rati, sa isang personal na journal lang tinitipon ng isang manunulat ang kanyang mga akda. Para maibahagi sa mga mambabasa, kailangan muna iyon sa pahayagan, magasin o maisaaklat. Pero ngayon, mas madaling naabot ng mga manunulat ang mga mambabasa. Binasag ng internet ang pader na dati ay naghihiwalay. Sa dalawang panig sa pamamagitan ng sumisikat na “blog”.

Kung gusto ng manunulat na mailathalka nang mabilis at maibahagi sa mga mambabasa sa buong mundo ang kanyang obra, pwedeng-pwede na niya itong i-blog.

Teka, ano ba ang blog?
Sa pananaw ng isang web author, ang blog ay isang porma ng website na gumagamit ng isang CMS (content management system) na sinasabing database program. Kaya nga kumpara sa paggawa ng isang “ordinaryong” website, hindi na kailangan ang kaalaman sa HTML (hypertext mark-up language) o web programming kung gusto ng isang taong gumawa ng blog.

Bahagi ng blog ang tinatawag na “new media”. Kung sa journal ay limitado sa mga salita ang komunikasyon, sa blog, pwedeng gumamit ng tinatawag na streaming audio at video.

Tamang-tama sa pangangailangan ng mga modernong manunulat ang blog. Madali para sa isang blogger na tipunin o i-post ang kanyang mga artikulo ayon sa nais na kategorya at tag.

Sa blog, agad na makikita ang pinakabagong artikulo. Kaya’t madali ring malaman ng isang mambabasa kung may bago nang post sa binibisita niyang blog.

S pamamagitan ng blog ay maipahahatid niya ang angking layon na gulantangin ang mambabasa sa pamamagitan ng makukulay na imahe o litrato. Maari rin itong network ng mga ugnayan- ang blogista ang tagapag-ugnay. Nakatutulong ang blog kahit sa pagpapakilala ng iba pang website.

Imbakan din ng personal na tala ang blog. Wala ring pakundangan ang blog na maghayag sa ibang tao para bang ang taong iyon ay kaibigan o kakilala kahit ni wala siyang kaugnayan sa blogista.

Nabibigyang din ng pagkakataon ang mga mambabasa na pumuna o magbigay ng pananaw sa nababasang blog. Nagkakaroon ng biglaang ugnayan ang manunulat at mambabasa sa oras na tumugon ang mambabasa at mag-iwan ng puna sa naka-post na artikulo.

Ang blog ang malayang lugar ng mga seryosong usapan, na ang layunin ay maabot ang maraming tao na kapos sa impormasyon hinggil sa particular na larangan, gaya ng panitikan, agham at iba pang aspeto ng lipunan.

Hindi rin dapat minamaliit ang blog, dahil kung minsan, ang laman at anyo nito ay higit pa sa mga sanaysay na nalalathala sa magasin, diyaryo at iba pang babasahin, dagdag ng premyadong manunulat.

Ngayon, maaari nang ilathala sa blog ang mga tula, kwento, sanaysay o nobela. Iyon nga lang, may panganib na makopya ang mga akda nang walang pahintulot.

Siguro, kung buhay pa sina Andres Bonifacio, Dr. Jose Rizal at iba pang lider ng himagsikan at mga propagandista, baka ginamit na rin nila ang blog para ipaabot sa mga Pilipino ang kanilang damdamin para makamit ang kalayaan.

Malaking tulong ang blog sa pagpapalaganap ng mga akda at lathalaing nagtataguyod ng wikang Filipino at isinulat ng mga Pilipino.

badjao blogspot part three(about MCR)

These guys, they call themselves My Chemical Romance.
(From left) Bob Bryar -drummer
Mikey Way –bassist
Gerard Way –frontman
Ray Toro –lead guitarist
Frank Iero –guitarist
These guys inspire me a lot! When I first heard their song I really didn’t find it catchy. That’s Helena (my brother was playing it) and it annoys me. But when I heard Welcome to the Black Parade at my school I start researching about them. And I saw a title (Cancer) from their album The Black Parade. It’s the first song I remembered when I opened my Youtube. I can’t think of any song so I just typed Cancer. Then after playing the song I played it again and again! It’s like uh… I fell in love with the song or the one who was singing. LOL. Then I listened to every song they had. And it’s all good! Then I’ve became a die-hard fan! Researching even the least information I must know. Even Gerard’s home address I know! And his foot size. Ahahaha.
That really makes me a certified fan!

badjao blogspot part two!

Johnny Depp
You don’t know this guy? You’re not living in earth then. This is my ultimate crush when it comes to movies. I really like the way he acts. He was the big winner at the MTV Movie Awards taking home two of the night's big prizes, including Best Comedic Performance, despite admitting he's "not funny". See, he’s not funny at all though he always makes us laugh in his movies. That makes him a very great actor. And his other award was Best Villain for his lead role in Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street

I really like him that I bought all of his DVD movies except for Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. I haven’t planned to buy it yet. But I’ll surely do. The latest news about him is that Following close behind, Forbes rated Johnny Depp as their second highest paid actor. The Pirates of the Caribbean star raked in estimated earnings that totaled around $72 million within the same dates as Smith.

The first movie I’ve watched was Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. He’s so cute there! And I research again! I found his latest movie POTC2. Then I fell in love with him. But the really first movie that I’ve watched was Pirate of the Caribbean (The Curse if the black Pearl), but I was in grade school back then. I think I was 11 years old then. (I’m 15 now) So I can barely remember that the pirate there was him.

It just made me sad when I found out that he has a girlfriend and two kids. But when I saw Vanessa the things changed. I liked her. She’s so gorgeous! And I just think that Johnny really deserves her. And I think he is happy with her. So it’s fine with me. But there’s just one thing I don’t like about Johnny… his tattoos! I really don’t like guys with tattoos around their body! And there’s one tattoo that got my attention, it says that “Winona Forever”. Winona Ryder was his ex-girlfriend. Johnny got into many relationships which I don’t care much.

One more thing why I like Johnny is that he’s a music lover like me! He’s a rocker too. He plays guitar. When he was in highschool, he dropped out of school because of his band and because of his principal that gave him a piece of advise and said that just go with what makes him happy. And if you wanna know other information about him, just check out his website.
Johnnydeppfan.com

badjao blogspot

♫-Arlene Way-♫

Ok I’ll start my blog introducing myself…
First of all, I don’t want you guys to get bored while reading this… so I’ll just make it short. I’m Arlene Way (I never said my true last name). So if you wanna ask maybe you just shouldn’t.
I’ll not tell you the truth anyway!
I’m a hard-rockin’ type of girl. I’m 15 right now
I like listening to rock or any alternative music… that’s my genre.
I never got into other kind of genre. (Maybe, sometimes, but it really depends to my mood.)

I really like surfing the internet. And I wanna be a rockstar!
Yes you’re right it doesn’t make sense! Ahahaha!
Please don’t be shock if you’ll see me in the future getting my award on Grammy’s!
(That’s my dream!) So don’t laugh at it! LOL

When it comes to my background, I have an older brother (which happens to be my greatest influence), and I have an older sister… I’m the youngest of three.
My brother taught me how to play a guitar when I was 12 but he became very busy of his band.
I was frustrated. Before he leaves (he was 22 back then) to go abroad, he gave his electric guitar to someone! But I’m really trying my best now how to play guitar and piano at the same time.
So I attend my music class until now.

I have a great voice (I wanna thank God for that!) and I CAN GROWL!
(Yes fuckers who are envy right now!)
Just like what I’ve said, some people find it (growling) very annoying but to some they find it very sexy!

When it comes to dress, I always wear black shirt with pants and Vans shoes.
Sometimes I wear some kind of shirt, a mini skirt and Chuck Taylor shoes.
I’m very simple but very attractive! Ahahaha!
Sometimes I wear flip flops (Yes you heard it right!) FLIP FLOPS

Maybe you’re thinking that I’m a lesbian!
But HELL NO!
I’ve been in love many times. Is this necessary? LOL
Yes this is necessary! Just to prove to you guys who are reading right now!
I have a lot of crushes… one of those is Gerard Way (I’ll tell more about him in the next topic)
Second is Johnny Depp (Jack Sparrow of POTC) and some of my crushes are not actors neither musicians.
Sometimes classmates and sometimes teachers. Am I weird?

That’s all for now.
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